This is so pathetic.
I cry when I find myself alone. Yet Im not in the mood to socialise.
I have tons of work to do. Yet I cant find the mood or the enthusiasm to even start any of them.
I listen to very sad music. Yet I find myself angry that I cry every single time.
I hate crying myself to sleep. But crying is so exhausting.
I just want to be alone. Yet being alone is so depressing.
I dont feel like being cheerful. Yet Im tired of feeling down all the time.
I want to talk to someone. But all the people I want to talk to are so far away.
Each day goes by so fast and I find myself doing absolutely nothing. Its so pathetic.
I need to get out of this depressing feeling. I need to move to a different emotion.
My head hurts all the time now. I cant think. I dont know what to do.
Help me please. I cant stop crying.